Burn Baby, Burn!

My first blog turned out way better than I expected :] I had several friends tell me they enjoy reading this & I even had a friend message me & tell me she's two weeks behind me. So she likes seeing what she's got ahead of her, I had no idea! Yay for having a friend who's going through it at the same time!

Alex and I are kind of nervous about a lot of things about the whole pregnancy such as food I can and can't eat. That's one of the harder parts about pregnancy b/c there are things you can't eat FOR SURE and there's things that are kind of parents opinion. I've read milllllionsss of articles about everything about pregnancy. I really wanted some chocolate the other day so I read a few articles and I came across this one mom who said "if you eat candy you & your child will be in the hospital for months after it's born & it could die!!!!!!!" ...personally, I think that's a little extreme. I think everything is okay in moderation right? A little chocolate here and there isn't gonna hurt anything. Alex was actually telling me about a couple he knows that were crazy health freaks during pregnancy and never gave into cravings or anything of the sorts and her children are actually kinda slow, so Alex said go for the Hershey's bar :] lol

Being pregnant at 19 & not married I've gotten my fair share of rude, negative comments so far, but this one struck me as particularly odd. This is from an older adult might I add, he said.."You know, you should really figure out what caused that..." and i thought to myself is "David" (made up a new name, learned that one in operation aware ;] ) serious right now? Is that the only thing he's got to say to me? No words of wisdom or anything?! So I quickly replied with a clever comeback..."Oh don't worry! We already figured it out! That's the last time i'll ever pee on the toilet right after my boyfriend, let me tell you!!!!" Ha I win.



So idk if any of you are into crappy, teen television shows, but I am. NOTE: IF YOU KEEP UP WITH TEEN MOM && SECRET LIFE AND AREN'T CAUGHT UP ON CURRENT EPISODES SKIP AHEAD UNTIL YOU SEE "STOP". Anyway, so i was laying there watching secret teen and was thinking how messed up their situations are, with them all having each others babies and i'm thinking man, this show doesn't make me look so bad having a kid at 19. I should make all the adults in my life watch this with me! I'm 19, graduated from High School, got some college under my belt, i've got two jobs...I look like a saint compared to them!
And so then i'm watching the latest episode of Teen Mom where it shows Farah in therapy and she starts crying about her baby daddy b/c he died. So then I start thinking..what if Alex dies?!?! The next thing you know i'm crying on my computer sending him a message about how I love him and I don't want him to ever die. His response? "Hahahaha" So then I realized I just had yet another pregnancy meltdown.

STOP. (Thought I would forget huh? No way jose!) I actually typed that section the other night so I think those are from last weeks episodes lol


Anyway..

14 weeks today
I have never had heartburn so bad in my entire life. It feels like I ate jalapeno's(sp?) for a week and they're just chillin' in my throat. Uhm..everything makes me emotional, can't really listen to the radio much b/c every song makes me cry. Shorts are getting a litttteee snug on me. Idk what i'm going to do about school clothes since I can't really buy any back to school jeans. Boo. I tried prenatal yoga the other day, I was shaking and sweating like nobodys business, I look up at the time and I was only 12 min into it....fml.

School starts Monday..SO excited to be "the pregnant girl" in class lolz oh welll...I kinda wanna mess with people when they start asking questions if i'm pregnant and stuff. When they ask I'll be like "no? why?? YOU CALLING ME FAT?!?" & just make it as awkward as possible..lol

That's pretty much it for todayyy!
I'll post this & put a picture up here in a little bittttt :] i'm all cozy in bed right now.

P.S. PREGNANCY BRAIN IS REAL!!!1